Erin Merryn (born February 2, 1985) is the author of Stolen Innocence, Living for Today, An Unimaginable Act, Bailey No Ordinary Cat, and The Diary of a Cat Named Carrot. It was the first time she supported a school mandate, and she retired later that year. Merryn said the abuse only stopped because her family moved away. As I describe in my books, that center was the foundation of my healing. 46 reviews. Putting the lives of children in danger and possibly taking their innocence is worth it? A week later, she got a reply. After graduating with Bachelors and Masters Degrees in social work from Western Illinois and Aurora Universities in 2008 and 2009, Health Communications published her second book, Living for Today: From Incest and Molestation to Fearlessness and Forgiveness. Alaska Dispatch: When you broke your silence and spoke up, was it frightening? Instead I am still running from Brian. JANESVILLE, Wis. (WMTV) - Illinois woman Erin Merryn spoke in Wisconsin Wednesday, pushing the state to pass the law in her namesake that aims to protect children and prevent child sexual abuse. I always feared he would come back. The Children's Advocacy Center of Northwest Cook County, Ill. (there are 900 of these centers across America in every state), helped give me the courage in my forensic interview after my sister and I broke our silence to tell what had happened. [3], "I was not educated on not keeping secrets if someone was hurting me. I came from a good home, two parents, good schools, safe neighborhood, etc. There are thousands of accused sex offenders every year who are found not guilty living in our communities. 2019 TIME USA, LLC. Was this just bad luck? Have there been times in your life when haven't done well? But many schools, she said, are using faculty social workers and psychologists because research shows its better taught by in-house staff then outside agencies. Sponsored by Rep. Geran Tarr, D-Anchorage, HB 233 puts Alaska among the states considering "Erin's Law" in 2014. She told them that, growing up in Illinois, she had experienced tornado drills, fire drills and bus drills; was taught about stranger danger and eight ways to say no to drugs through D.A.R.E., but no one ever taught her how to protect herself from sexual abuse and what to do if a family member or friend molested or raped her. Erins ongoing abuse with her friends uncle was over. More than 90 percent of children who are sexually abused know their attacker, Bucco said with conviction. Now I have somebody I love and trust abusing me," Merryn said. Info here from RAINNwww.rainn.org/news/president-signs-measures-support-state-action-prevent-and-address-child-sexual-abuseErin's media appearances have included Access Hollywood 2020Tamron Hall 2020HLN 2020CBS Morning Show 2019The Morning Blend 2019CNN 2018, HLN 2018, BUILD 2018 TLC Breaking the Silence Documentary TODAY show 2015, Nancy Grace 2015, ABC Nightline 2015, CNN 2015, Dr. Drew 2015, Inside Edition 2015, MSNBC 2015, Oprah Winfrey Network 2014, Windy City Live 2014, MSNBC 2013, FOX 2013, Katie Couric 2013, Oprah Life Class 2012, CNN 2012, Issues with Jane Velez Mitchell 2011, Oprah Winfrey Show October 2010, Montel Williams in April/July 2006, and Good Morning America in May 2006. Meanwhile, the survivor who came up with the idea aftersufferingher own personal horrors shared her story with senators Tuesday. Eleven-year-old Erin Merryn's life was transformed on the night she was sexually abused by her cousin, someone she loved and trusted. Product Details Resources and Downloads Stolen Innocence Triumphing Over a Childhood Broken by Abuse: A Memoir By Erin Merryn Published by Health Communications Inc EB Distributed by Simon & Schuster LIST PRICE $12.99 PRICE MAY VARY BY RETAILER Get a FREE ebook by joining our mailing list today! Merryn says a few months ago, a local . "(It) brings me back to remembering being six-years-old being abused. Do you believe one word is more appropriate than the other? Erin Merryn born February 2 1985 is the author of Stolen Innocence Living for Today An Unimaginable Act Bailey No Ordinary Cat and The Diary of a Cat. After reading that letter, a switch flipped inside Erin. I often say victims are those who are killed by their attackers. She is the author of Stolen Innocence, Living for . Throughout her school years, Erin Merryn of Schaumburg, Ill., received plenty of lessons in the dangers her elders thought she could encounter during her childhood. Merryn suffered sexual abuse by a male neighbor at ages six to eight[2] and by a teenage cousin at ages 11 to 13. [2] The family pressed charges, and the cousin eventually confessed to three counts of child sexual abuse. Lawmakers are in the dark about this. That is what brought Erin to tell her story at Metamora Township High School last Monday afternoon, during an all-school assembly. The only difference is now I am running from him in my dreams" (Merryn 49). Alaska Dispatch: Resiliency can be an important factor in how well survivors of abuse cope and in whether they go on to lead a healthy, happy life. It would have given me courage to know that I didn't have to live in constant fear that they could hurt me, and hurt me even worse if I told anyone. Do I know the difference between the truth and a lie? Look out for motels that might house sex offenders. Her dad singled me out during the party. Today there are more then 700 Children Advocacy Centers in America and millions of children have walked through those doors.Before there were CAC's children were interviewed numerous times in places such as police stations. "I didn't understand what was going on," she says. Erin Merryn (born February 2, 1985) is the author of Stolen Innocence, Living for Today, An Unimaginable Act, Bailey No Ordinary Cat, and The Diary of a Cat Named Carrot. The next day they told their parents. What once caused her shame, and something she never wanted to talk about, she now found herself wanting to turn it into a book. Alaska Dispatch: Do you think most lawmakers meaningfully comprehend the issue of sexual abuse? Did you ever wonder, or ever ask him, why he did what he did? You will be believed.. --TV host Katie Couric, 1992, 2002, and 2006 Woman of the Year.After suffering years of sexual abuse for six years of her childhood Erin broke her silence when she was 13 at a Children's Advocacy Center. Merryn now. When Erin Merryn was a child, she was sexually abused by two people she knew and trusted, including a family member. ALBANY, N.Y. - The Independent Democratic Conference was joined today by Assemblyman Jeff Dinowitz, (D-Bronx), and nationally recognized anti-abuse advocate and survivor Erin Merryn to hail the passage of important legislation to stamp out child sexual abuse in New York. Im glad he gets body boundaries and safety and Ill be pounding it into his head as long as I can. The abuse continued until she was almost 9. This law requires personal body safety taught to children Pre-K to 12th grade through an age appropriate curriculum. The case never went to trial, and Brian received some counseling, but no punishment. But her parents thought it was because of health problems she was having at the time. The girls were brought to a Children's Advocacy Center where they had to tell their stories to complete strangers, something Erin wasnt looking forward to at all. Here's a glimpse of her life and why she's on a quest for social change. Little did I know by moving I was getting that much closer to my next abuser. Her testimony was met with a standing ovation. Erin Merryn is an author (Stolen Innocence, Living for Today, An Unimaginable Act), activist, and founder of Erin's Law. Merryn was also the owner of the viral Instagram cat, Bailey, until he died in December 2018. Her dad had to sit down and have a tough conversation with his sister, and denial followed. "Erin Merryn's Law," a bill that will create a task force to study child sexual abuse in West Virginia, passed the state Senate unanimously on Monday. Merryn: What caused me to come forward was unfortunately finding out that my little sister was also being abused. After describing the difference between the truth and a lie I was asked if I agreed to tell the truth that day. She is the author of Bailey, No Ordinary Cat, Stolen Innocence, Living for Today, and An Unimaginable Act. She kept quiet, but behavior problems soon followed. Sunshine and a few clouds. I remember immediately after answering the interviewer I said "That's the reason I didn't tell before, I kept it to myself because I thought no one would believe me." Named by PEOPLE Magazine a HEROES Among us and one of fifteen women changing the world. I left all the fragmented sentences, misspelled words, because I wanted readers to hear the voice of a young child.. EN. "A Child's Best Defense Is Her Voice. By speaking up even when family is against the idea, it is freedom for a survivor and allows them to reclaim a piece of their lives back. As an adult, she's reclaimed the voice her. Erins Law has now going international with judge in Kerala India requiring Erins Law in the 2023-2024 school year. (Josh Rultenberg/Spectrum News 1), California Consumer Limit the Use of My Sensitive Personal Information, California Consumer Do Not Sell or Share My Personal Information, The Ohio Senate is considering a bill to teach elementary, middle and high school students how to protect themselves from sexual predators, Erins Law is named after Erin Merryn who was sexually abused as a child, Thirty-seven states have passed Erins Law and Merryn has tried three times in seven years to get the bill passed in Ohio, House Bill 105 overwhelmingly passed the Ohio House a year ago. Around the time we were getting ready to move away, my friend had a birthday party. "Alabama needs this law because just like everywhere else in America . We live in a society that keeps it hushed and (there is) so much taboo around it; people are afraid to speak up and say this happened to them. Children are taught that the police are their to keep their communities safe and lock up the bad people. Her name is Erin Merryn and she is the founder of Erins Law. "The new bill brings a mandate," Merryn said, "mandating that all (Illinois) schools--pre-school through 12th grade--must begin next fall teaching sexual-abuse prevention education in the schools." The same year I was born in 1985 was the first year the development of the first CAC in America was born in Alabama. Behind those numbers are the faces of innocent children whose childhoods were shattered by actions of evil and sickness. [3], She graduated from Schaumburg High School in 2004[4] and earned a Bachelor of Social Work from Western Illinois University in 2008. Erin Merryn (born February 2, 1985) is the author of Stolen Innocence, Living for Today, and An Unimaginable Act. Through her personal diary, written during the years of her abuse, Erin shares her journey through pain and confusion to inner strength and, ultimately, forgiveness. Erin Merryn speaks with enthusiasm, rattling off the list of trips around the globe, the hours of research and meetings promoting her cause. He knows the parts covered by his underwear and bathing suit arent for anyone to touch or see and he knows who safe people are if he ever needs help with something. MORE: Moms and dads, can we talk about stranger danger? Merryn travels the country advocating for children who are victims of sexual assault. He told me, "Your goal is to convince everyone else." The bill had already passed the House . Alaska Dispatch: What can someone reading about this do in their own life, or change about their own perspective, to make coming forward easier for victims? He got us quiet and continued to get away with it. Merryn: The first thing someone can do is start talking about it. Her older cousin sexually abused her from 11-13 years old. She explained to her cousin that she didnt want to publish it out of revenge, rather to help the millions of other sexual assault survivors. In 2014 People magazine named her one of fifteen women changing the world along with Oprah and Hillary Clinton. The parents can then share the information that the schools provided with anyone else in their household. People would be amazed how many people this really does affect and that they know but have never come forward. My question to hotel or motel management would be, Why not tell? Sexually abused and raped from age 6-8 by an adult neighbor Erin was threatened to stay silent by her abuser. This law could have given me the ability to know I would be believed, that this is not a secret to keep, and how to report it. Merryn didn't tell anyone until she was 13 and she suspected her sister was also being abused. How I wondered am I suppose to tell this stranger my pain when I am too ashamed to even talk in detail with my parents about it. You seem incredibly resilient. A place I went to with my eleven year old sister and mother. Did you have a helper or helpers in your life? She lives in Chicago with her husband and two daughters. These can seem like powerful forces to go up against. One thing my abusers kept telling me was that I had no proof that they were hurting me, so why would anyone believe me? Again, she started having trouble in school, becoming distant and withdrawn. So be careful sending little Tommy for ice at the machine down the hall and inform teens who often book motels after prom. At first, it happened when she was babysitting her younger cousins and their older brother would arrive home before their mother. Sharing those details can be difficult because as survivors, they bring us back to the place where we endured the horror. But at age 11, Merryn's second nightmare began. ThediaryIkept my secrets locked away in, where I lost my innocence, I turned into a book mysenior year of high school called Stolen Innocence, because thats whathappened to me, Merryn said. I remember reading this thinking, they dont teach us that in school. No one would believe me, she recalls this man telling her. Merryn: I cover these two words in my second book, "Living for Today." So before CAC's a child brought to a police station could be filled with anxiety and fear that they are in trouble. Do you still stay in contact with him? Erin is a mom to three little girls. The only difference is now I am running from him in my dreams" (Merryn 49). Two of those children were my sister and I. Forgiveness is what set me free. I wouldn't have quit my job four years ago as a master's level counselor to go after this had I not been lead by the Lord. "It's something that is going to be with me the rest of my life," Erin said. Merryn was as bewildered as she was frightened. Forgiveness set me free. Erin Elizabeth heard over the years from 11-13 "Nobody will believe you, you have no proof, you will destroy our large extended family, this is our secret don't tell anyone." The abuse continued and Erin struggled with the secret that hung over her, a secret that eventually destroyed a family and took Erin's innocence. These days hes almost 9 and I dont really tag along to play dates anymore, but every time I drop him off, I tell him, if you have to use the bathroom, lock the door and have privacy. If they feel they are in danger or in an uncomfortable situation, they can call home and use the code word, something as simple as, I forgot my math homework at school. . That happened until I was 13. Merryn, then 6, was excited about her first sleepover with her kindergarten classmate Ashley. Merryn: Many don't realize that there are 42 million survivors in America of child sexual abuse. My mom was a mess, that day she probably cried for 10 straight hours, looking at my dad saying, we missed all the red flags, her grades, she was depressed, Erin recalled. She is the founder of Erin's Law, which requires public schools to teach children personal body safety on the prevention of child sexual ab I really open lawmakers' eyes when I share this with them. Thats precisely why she does what she does. tax-exempt 501(c)(4) non-profit organization. COLUMBUS, Ohio - Erin Merryn, a Chicago-area resident behind an Ohio bill that would require public schools to provide age-appropriate sexual abuse prevention instruction, told a Senate. She was named Glamour Magazine Woman of the Year in 2012 and a People magazine Hero Among Us for her tireless work promoting Erin's Law nationwide with a mission to our keep children safe by educating them about personal body safety. Sorry, there are no recent results for popular commented articles. I remember being so utterly confused.. Merryn is a national spokesperson for the National Children's Alliance, becoming the first survivor of child sexual abuse that went through a Children's Advocacy Center to speak on national television about her experience.[1]. My second abuser, my cousin, came from a family of all boys. See the sex abuse in Israel's ultra-orthodox community. Carrot has 281,000 instagram followers. Bad things happen to children all the time. Eventually though the conversation has to shift and that question that I will never forget. As the abuse continued, and as she was forced to see her abuser over and over again in social situations, she struggled with . Anyone who has felt victimized, ashamed, isolated, and silenced by their abusers will receive a road-map in the book for self-discovery, forgiveness, and empowerment to overcome trauma and live fully and fearlessly for today. Victims are those who don't survive. But then, it started happening behind closed doors at crowded family functions. I pull out my sixth grade DARE card and tell lawmakers I knew the eight ways to say "no" to drugs and have never tried even a cigarette and I am nearly 30 years old. Survivors need to know they have nothing to be ashamed of. Merryn: This wasn't bad luck. Therapists (and) an amazing school psychologist in high school really helped me heal. Get the best experience and stay connected to your community with our Spectrum News app. Eleven-year-old Erin Merryn's life was transformed on the night she was sexually abused by her cousin, someone she loved and trusted. "I just stared at the ceiling waiting for it to end." Who were they? In 2010, Merryn began a crusade to get Erin's Law passed across America. Alaska's version of Erin's Law is currently under consideration by the Alaska State Legislature as House Bill 233. "Erin's Law" is named after Schaumburg native and activist Erin Merryn. But instead of destroying it, she ended up emailing her five-page account of anger and rage to her cousin, who was now attending college. Walking up to a door with so many racing thoughts afraid I was not going to be believed, wondering what I was going to be asked, and so ashamed to even think about sharing the dirty secrets. I am a survivor. Visit Amazon.au's Erin Merryn Page and shop for all Erin Merryn books. Please join Erin Merryn in her crusade to protect children from sexual abuse and donate to help her with her travel expenses today! No one will believe you, Erin. It was a detailed account of how an officer came to her school to talk about stranger danger. A voice that flies across America and speaks at many of these CAC's that exist taking people back to my experience at the CAC and this time sharing all the details because I no longer carry the shame but instead a voice bringing awareness to these incredible centers that give children a new start on life and a path toward healing. Is there anything about your life circumstances that you think made you a target? The next steps for the bill remain unknown. Alaska Dispatch: Let's talk about two words we hear a lot when covering sexual abuse stories: victim and survivor. Alaska Dispatch: When you decided to confront and start corresponding with your cousin, how did it go at first? COURIER/JOELLYN CURRY Instead I am still running from Brian. Only this time, the person behind it was her older cousin, a nice young man with a bright future to whom she looked at as the brother she never had.. 2022 Anchorage Daily News. But Ashley begged her not to say anything because Richard had told her they would "lose the house" if the girls told anyone. Realizing I was not a fault and learning to let go of the guilt. The first episode began on a warm May night in 1991. See her personal website at ErinMerryn.net Sexually abused and raped from age 6-8 by an adult neighbor Erin was threatened to stay silent by her abuser. The book is titled "Stolen Innocence." 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